Heart vs Brain
Hello readers,
So far hostel has been fun, well except the morning sports part, my legs hurt a lot. Not complaining, I mean I love basketball but, just saying. Even school has been good, except one of the things. Have you guys ever had the feeling that one of your close friends is changing and there is nothing you can do about it? Have you thought of saying this to your friend but you just back off because you don't wanna hurt them to be up in arms with you? I really want to tell her, I know I have to, cause she has always been there for me and I cant just leave her now. I know what I want, but is it ok to feel guilty about it? why do I feel so guilty about it? Should I really have called her my best friend and now feel like I enjoy someone else's company better? Is it ok to feel that was all of a sudden? I don't know what to do, its like my heart says something but my brain says something else.
I have so many questions, but no matter how many threads I join I end up telling myself that if she has been and is a good friend then she will understand and we will still be good friends if not the best. It makes me think that even if I tell her how she is changing and what I want her to work on she will be happy that I told her and didn't just act as if she never existed. That's a good friend right? I think it is, I think true friends should always be understanding, even to huge changes and be happy in their friends happiness.
Point is whatever happens I'll try to learn from it, and if I feel bad about something she does then make sure I don't do the same to someone else. Hope you guys also do the same instead of taking revenge. After all, an eye for an eye make the whole world blind.
So do you guys have any suggestions? Have you guys ever been in such a situation? How did it turn out? Please comment below on what you think.
So far hostel has been fun, well except the morning sports part, my legs hurt a lot. Not complaining, I mean I love basketball but, just saying. Even school has been good, except one of the things. Have you guys ever had the feeling that one of your close friends is changing and there is nothing you can do about it? Have you thought of saying this to your friend but you just back off because you don't wanna hurt them to be up in arms with you? I really want to tell her, I know I have to, cause she has always been there for me and I cant just leave her now. I know what I want, but is it ok to feel guilty about it? why do I feel so guilty about it? Should I really have called her my best friend and now feel like I enjoy someone else's company better? Is it ok to feel that was all of a sudden? I don't know what to do, its like my heart says something but my brain says something else.
I have so many questions, but no matter how many threads I join I end up telling myself that if she has been and is a good friend then she will understand and we will still be good friends if not the best. It makes me think that even if I tell her how she is changing and what I want her to work on she will be happy that I told her and didn't just act as if she never existed. That's a good friend right? I think it is, I think true friends should always be understanding, even to huge changes and be happy in their friends happiness.
Point is whatever happens I'll try to learn from it, and if I feel bad about something she does then make sure I don't do the same to someone else. Hope you guys also do the same instead of taking revenge. After all, an eye for an eye make the whole world blind.
So do you guys have any suggestions? Have you guys ever been in such a situation? How did it turn out? Please comment below on what you think.
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