StoriesOfLife

Hello readers, School has been going better than I expected, I am happy I am able to pay attention in classes and I have great friends. Have you had a proper, genuine talk with one of your favourite teachers? Well I have just a day or two back. I shared my feelings with her and I told her a few things about myself. Her answer was that I don't have to try and find who I am, the way I react in situations is what makes up my personality and that's exactly who I am. I've been thinking of it lately and she's right. I was having inner conflicts cause I wasn't happy with myself I was trying too hard "finding myself" rather than accepting myself. Yes I've always tried living up to peoples expectations and that isn't exactly fun or easy to handle because once you change even a bit, they go against you. They say you've changed. That's not even the worst part of it though, cause to be honest the worst part would be knowing that its true. Then it...

Hello readers, So if you read my last post then you probably know what this is all about. For those who are reading this without viewing any other posts, well this could be a summary to help understand. I was basically trying to tell my friend she was changing but was scared to do so. I kept thinking how I could tell her that I found someone else's company more fun. So yeah I was really worried how things would go down, but guess what!!! I told her today, finally, and it actually helped create an understanding between us. My prediction was right, she wasn't mad, she was happy I told her the truth. But of course she was sad at the same time. Just that sometimes you just have to do what you have to, and you never know, that might turn out to be the best. I'm happy we haven't stopped talking now and I'm happy we're still good friends. I think ill just stick to the "everything happens for a reason." My take on the incident would be that true friends a...

Hello readers, So far hostel has been fun, well except the morning sports part, my legs hurt a lot. Not complaining, I mean I love basketball but, just saying. Even school has been good, except one of the things. Have you guys ever had the feeling that one of your close friends is changing and there is nothing you can do about it? Have you thought of saying this to your friend but you just back off because you don't wanna hurt them to be up in arms with you? I really want to tell her, I know I have to, cause she has always been there for me and I cant just leave her now. I know what I want, but is it ok to feel guilty about it? why do I feel so guilty about it? Should I really have called her my best friend and now feel like I enjoy someone else's company better? Is it ok to feel that was all of a sudden? I don't know what to do, its like my heart says something but my brain says something else. I have so many questions, but no matter how many threads I join I end up t...